what would you do if you knew you would't fail??

I would do a botanical illustration course and quit my job to draw and fulfill myself every single day. "pen" on paper instead of spending 8h hours a day with CAD. I would leave Portugal with my love to our dreamland where we would rent or even buy (knowing I would't fail) our lovely little house near the lake...where one day soon we would meet our baby...
somehow I would also manage to have a small bookstore of my own. A sacred space where I would have a special corner for children to enjoy and where I would teach them to love words, books and their smell as much as I do...